Thursday, February 26, 2009
AJPALOOZA!
The wife is out of town and I'm takin a holiday. had lunch with a friend and picked up a big ass pizza. Watched The adventures of ford fairlane and Brain smasher so far. Slowly feeding on cold pizza. Cause cold pizza is full of awesome! WOO HAAA! I know you are all envying my excitingness. I am starting to add a shot of rum to my 64 oz drinks. its not much but im hoping the drunk will creep in instead of a shot of coke to my rum which is the usual prescription. I would like to keep my wits about me for most of AJPALOOZA! don't want to pass out and wake up at 5 in the morning with 3 dogs lying on me like a carpet. I keep hearing the call of the clay, but i must resist. Just for today..the clay is shaking seductively. trying to lure me into the fold. It tells me to fondle it. But i must resist..Maybe its not seductive shaking. maybe I'm having a seizure and the rum snuck up on me already. well I'm off...Hope all is well in the fandom!
Corpses corpses everywhere and not a one for me.
Howdy again!
First off let me say to be sure and check eBay this week. I have quite a few new pocket idols up. so get em while they last!!
Sorry for being a bit since my last blog. I'm still trying to get into the habit of blogging. plus having things to blog about helps. which i usually don't. I do however have vivid weird ass dreams at times and makes me think, HEY I should blog about this!!
So yesterday the wife went on sabbatical for her job. she will be back Friday. I got up way to early to see her off. worked all day. didn't get a ton done because i couldn't focus and was moving sloooooow. bout 9:30 at night i decided i was just to damn tired. I just finished up listening to Domain by James Herbert. The 3rd and final book in his rats trilogy. they were pretty good. the sex scenes in the books were kinda clinical. at one point, and i quote, "He used her anus for a vagina". now I'm not really into the sex scenes in books much. let lone having one read to me, but who talks like that. to top it off he is a British author and the person reading it to me reminded me of Wallace and grommet. so yea weird vibes there. but I'm getting side tracked. so i finished up about 9:30 and decided to have some rum and play around on the computer a bit before bed. I had one stiff drink. Enough that i felt it. ate a little food and went to bed. I saw the movie Wall-E not long ago and kinda want to watch it again. so i put it in the DVD player and fell asleep to it. the wife wakes me about 1:30am calling before she goes to bed. she was a bit tipsy. apparently the best thing for a work trip is the free booze...wish i was there. i tun off the movie and pass back into oblivion. i had a weird ass dream. i don't remember many details. but apparently i kept finding these dead women everywhere i would go. not like "oh look a dead person, how about that" like the bizzare things in dreams tend to be treated as if they were everyday occuances. like eating cereal or taking a leak...but hauntingly dead. like disturbingly dead. the police would come by and inspect everything and then the wife and i were supposed to take out the trash sort to speak. it was our job to dispose of the corpses our self. what kinda society do we live in you might ask...i know i did. so while the police watched us do it. we would take the bodies down to the river and let them go. cause apparently that's what you do with the recently dead folk. so then once while coming back up the tall dirt embankment from dropping off a body. the police ask if i have seen any unusual animal burrows lately. i was confused and asked if they thought it was an animal who was killing the women. the mode of murder being strangled with a length of twine my cause for the confusion. They gave me one of those typical movie lines saying they do but don't really know. i pointed out that just below where they were standing there were several burrows in the dirt. one detective jumped down to where i was at this point and started getting down on his hands and knees to inspect one of the larger burrows. asking me if i knew what animal could make such a large burrow. i found it funny because the burrow he was looking in had a large goose standing at the mouth of it pissed and ready to attack him. i pointed this out to him and he dove further down the embankment. At this point things become fuzzy. i know i was contacted somehow by the killer. i know it was a woman. which to my understanding of these things is improbable for a serial killer to be female. I was told that she was targeting me. that she was killing all the women i knew off and would continue to do so until i took a life myself. which was weird. because so far i didn't know any of the women i kept finding dead. least none i remember. things kept progressing. finding more and more bodies. i was becoming increasingly disturbed by their bleached white faces with their blank dark sunken eyes. that part i can still see clearly. eventually the killer tried showing me that she could get at anyone, including me, and i would find myself being strangled at different times with twine. i would be doing anything. didn't matter what and suddenly had a length of twine around my neck. choking off the air to the point where i would almost pass out then she would release her hold and i was left there. alone. never seeing where she was or how she was doing it. at one point i was disposing of a body and walking back through a spot of woods from the river and found myself being lifted off the ground by some twine. the detectives unaware of my struggle for life in mid air, just kept walking discussing the case. until again i was released before passing out. it was shortly after this the alarm went off. i wanted to snooze more but was a bit off because of the dream. which in itself was weird. i have had many many disturbing dreams in my life. usually i would classify them as just that. dreams. not nightmares. nightmares are usually when someone i love is being tormented, but the dreams like this don't usually leave me fearful. once when i was in high school i even had a dream i was a serial killer. i would keep the meat from my victims in a large wet sack in my car. I called myself Paragraph. the dream ended when i was pulled over for speeding. yea. disturbing but not a nightmare. didn't haunt me like this one did. every shadow in the bedroom, at this point, disturbed me. so I was up. That's the last time i drink and watch Wall-E. nothing but horror movies from now on.... Dont forget to check out Ebay!! lol.
First off let me say to be sure and check eBay this week. I have quite a few new pocket idols up. so get em while they last!!
Sorry for being a bit since my last blog. I'm still trying to get into the habit of blogging. plus having things to blog about helps. which i usually don't. I do however have vivid weird ass dreams at times and makes me think, HEY I should blog about this!!
So yesterday the wife went on sabbatical for her job. she will be back Friday. I got up way to early to see her off. worked all day. didn't get a ton done because i couldn't focus and was moving sloooooow. bout 9:30 at night i decided i was just to damn tired. I just finished up listening to Domain by James Herbert. The 3rd and final book in his rats trilogy. they were pretty good. the sex scenes in the books were kinda clinical. at one point, and i quote, "He used her anus for a vagina". now I'm not really into the sex scenes in books much. let lone having one read to me, but who talks like that. to top it off he is a British author and the person reading it to me reminded me of Wallace and grommet. so yea weird vibes there. but I'm getting side tracked. so i finished up about 9:30 and decided to have some rum and play around on the computer a bit before bed. I had one stiff drink. Enough that i felt it. ate a little food and went to bed. I saw the movie Wall-E not long ago and kinda want to watch it again. so i put it in the DVD player and fell asleep to it. the wife wakes me about 1:30am calling before she goes to bed. she was a bit tipsy. apparently the best thing for a work trip is the free booze...wish i was there. i tun off the movie and pass back into oblivion. i had a weird ass dream. i don't remember many details. but apparently i kept finding these dead women everywhere i would go. not like "oh look a dead person, how about that" like the bizzare things in dreams tend to be treated as if they were everyday occuances. like eating cereal or taking a leak...but hauntingly dead. like disturbingly dead. the police would come by and inspect everything and then the wife and i were supposed to take out the trash sort to speak. it was our job to dispose of the corpses our self. what kinda society do we live in you might ask...i know i did. so while the police watched us do it. we would take the bodies down to the river and let them go. cause apparently that's what you do with the recently dead folk. so then once while coming back up the tall dirt embankment from dropping off a body. the police ask if i have seen any unusual animal burrows lately. i was confused and asked if they thought it was an animal who was killing the women. the mode of murder being strangled with a length of twine my cause for the confusion. They gave me one of those typical movie lines saying they do but don't really know. i pointed out that just below where they were standing there were several burrows in the dirt. one detective jumped down to where i was at this point and started getting down on his hands and knees to inspect one of the larger burrows. asking me if i knew what animal could make such a large burrow. i found it funny because the burrow he was looking in had a large goose standing at the mouth of it pissed and ready to attack him. i pointed this out to him and he dove further down the embankment. At this point things become fuzzy. i know i was contacted somehow by the killer. i know it was a woman. which to my understanding of these things is improbable for a serial killer to be female. I was told that she was targeting me. that she was killing all the women i knew off and would continue to do so until i took a life myself. which was weird. because so far i didn't know any of the women i kept finding dead. least none i remember. things kept progressing. finding more and more bodies. i was becoming increasingly disturbed by their bleached white faces with their blank dark sunken eyes. that part i can still see clearly. eventually the killer tried showing me that she could get at anyone, including me, and i would find myself being strangled at different times with twine. i would be doing anything. didn't matter what and suddenly had a length of twine around my neck. choking off the air to the point where i would almost pass out then she would release her hold and i was left there. alone. never seeing where she was or how she was doing it. at one point i was disposing of a body and walking back through a spot of woods from the river and found myself being lifted off the ground by some twine. the detectives unaware of my struggle for life in mid air, just kept walking discussing the case. until again i was released before passing out. it was shortly after this the alarm went off. i wanted to snooze more but was a bit off because of the dream. which in itself was weird. i have had many many disturbing dreams in my life. usually i would classify them as just that. dreams. not nightmares. nightmares are usually when someone i love is being tormented, but the dreams like this don't usually leave me fearful. once when i was in high school i even had a dream i was a serial killer. i would keep the meat from my victims in a large wet sack in my car. I called myself Paragraph. the dream ended when i was pulled over for speeding. yea. disturbing but not a nightmare. didn't haunt me like this one did. every shadow in the bedroom, at this point, disturbed me. so I was up. That's the last time i drink and watch Wall-E. nothing but horror movies from now on.... Dont forget to check out Ebay!! lol.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
rotten flesh makes good blush!
Hi again everyone! I just rolled out of my creepy basement and am barley awake. I started watching Repo the Genetic Opera last night. I made it 20 minutes into it before the wife fell asleep and had to stop. (she loves Anthony Head) OK so do I. I'm sure one day I will get to finish watching it. I loved what i saw. For those of you who don't know I do have a mailing list. From now and again I send out announcements when something new goes for sale or I have also started giving first crack offers to the mailing list as well. Certain pieces I am going to be sending out an e-mail with pics and a discount to the price as well. If you want to join it send me an E-mail to meatspider@yahoo.com and put mailing list in the subject.
I'm not much of a blogger but am trying to think of crap to spout on about in here. I could rattle on about the cramped space on my hard drive or the loud ass dogs i have ho keep barking at the garbage men....but i don't really find it that interesting. I had a weird ass dream the other night. Something about being in a prison and werewolves had spread like a plague. almost everyone had been turned or eaten. A select few were alphas and slept during the day (like vampires i guess) in the center octagonal building that was once solitary confinement. Even the guards had fallen to the disease. it had evolved into a complete society. I somehow had managed to avoid being eaten. (because I'm so cunning I suspect. HA!) I tried to blend in with the society of werewolves during the day and hid like a cowering sheep at night. which doesn't make much sense to me because being werewolves wouldn't they have been able to sniff me out. I mean the dream rattled on for what seemed like a lifetime and I don't remember ever bathing. Everything gets a little fuzzy here. turns out the alphas were like the mob. only each alpha lead their own family or pack. keeping in line or eating the rest. I ended up at one point becoming part of one family but still not a werewolf. the prison expanded over time so it was more like a small town and eventually a city. I apparently made it quite high up in the food chain before being discovered. I was hunted at this point and went to a rival pack and offered my allegiance for sanctuary (I'm such a turncoat apparently). so yea. it was kinda weird. It was one of those dreams where if you had the skills you think "wow that would make a good book". but I don't. so it wont. Well I DO think I have prattled on enough for one day.
I'm not much of a blogger but am trying to think of crap to spout on about in here. I could rattle on about the cramped space on my hard drive or the loud ass dogs i have ho keep barking at the garbage men....but i don't really find it that interesting. I had a weird ass dream the other night. Something about being in a prison and werewolves had spread like a plague. almost everyone had been turned or eaten. A select few were alphas and slept during the day (like vampires i guess) in the center octagonal building that was once solitary confinement. Even the guards had fallen to the disease. it had evolved into a complete society. I somehow had managed to avoid being eaten. (because I'm so cunning I suspect. HA!) I tried to blend in with the society of werewolves during the day and hid like a cowering sheep at night. which doesn't make much sense to me because being werewolves wouldn't they have been able to sniff me out. I mean the dream rattled on for what seemed like a lifetime and I don't remember ever bathing. Everything gets a little fuzzy here. turns out the alphas were like the mob. only each alpha lead their own family or pack. keeping in line or eating the rest. I ended up at one point becoming part of one family but still not a werewolf. the prison expanded over time so it was more like a small town and eventually a city. I apparently made it quite high up in the food chain before being discovered. I was hunted at this point and went to a rival pack and offered my allegiance for sanctuary (I'm such a turncoat apparently). so yea. it was kinda weird. It was one of those dreams where if you had the skills you think "wow that would make a good book". but I don't. so it wont. Well I DO think I have prattled on enough for one day.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Virus Magazine!!
If you have access to the German horror magazine Virus be sure to look for my interview in February's issue. I was impressed with their quality and am still not used to seeing my work in a magazine. I'm currently working on a slew of new pocket idols, as they seem to be a popular item and I like to keep the fans Happy! If you like my work feel free to drop me an E-mail. I always love hearing from fans. Be sure to check out this weeks Ebay Auction! It is one of the new Pocket Idols i am currently finishing up.
http://shop.ebay.com/items/_W0QQ_nkwZmeatspiderQQ_armrsZ1QQ_fromZR40QQ_mdoZ
Meatspider Studios acquired a new domain name this week as well. In hopes to bring me closer to the people who love some Lovecraftian goodness. I now have cthulhuIdol.com. I thought it fitting because I make so many. Saw the new Friday the 13th movie this week as well. Loved it! I especially loved how they summed up the original Friday the 13th in the first 5 minutes. HEH. It was good. I am a Supernatural Fan as well and enjoyed seeing (whats his name) in the movie. Well I'm off for now. Thanks for reading and be sure to stop by my site and check out the new stuff for sale this week.
http://shop.ebay.com/items/_W0QQ_nkwZmeatspiderQQ_armrsZ1QQ_fromZR40QQ_mdoZ
Meatspider Studios acquired a new domain name this week as well. In hopes to bring me closer to the people who love some Lovecraftian goodness. I now have cthulhuIdol.com. I thought it fitting because I make so many. Saw the new Friday the 13th movie this week as well. Loved it! I especially loved how they summed up the original Friday the 13th in the first 5 minutes. HEH. It was good. I am a Supernatural Fan as well and enjoyed seeing (whats his name) in the movie. Well I'm off for now. Thanks for reading and be sure to stop by my site and check out the new stuff for sale this week.
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